"I'm seconds away from escaping"
I've tried very hard to get away from this unhappy life, but every day when i woke up, it's the same life that I lived. I've tried to be grateful with what I have, but it still didn't give me peace of mind. I've tried to be satisfied with the work I've done, but there's no pleasure. I've tried so hard to make my parents proud, but i don't know what their feelings. Maybe they're, or not. I felt so far away with someone I love eventhough they're indeed very close to me. What should I do now? Maybe there's an answer why am I keep on living in this fucking horror sober sour plum life. But in my interior or exterior vision, I see nothing. Maybe this is the challenge that I have to overcome. I don't know. Only God knows. I'll be happy with what I have, for now...
p/s: Happy New Year everybody! Hope it's not too late to wish. Welcome to VENDETTA :)
